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Vol. XII · No. 174 · The Long-form Issue

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The Unfinished Mountain

Three weeks in a team car on the Giro, and the slow realisation that the mountain you planned for is never the mountain you climb.

By Desmond Hale

April 2, 2026

Passo Gavia

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The Unfinished Mountain

Photograph — Luca Moretti

At four in the morning the team car smells of coffee and embrocation. The mechanic is already awake, the directeur sportif is smoking his one permitted cigarette, and the road to the Gavia is still asleep.

Nobody plans for the weather the mountain actually has. They plan for an idea of the weather. This is, broadly, the problem with mountains, and, broadly, with plans.

The mountain does not care that you have a strategy. The mountain has its own strategy, which is to be a mountain.

Stage seventeen

It begins to rain, then it begins to snow, then — for seven minutes, near the summit — it begins to do something harder to name, a wet grey obliteration of detail in which the only visible thing is the fluorescent jersey of the rider in front, a yellow smear like a brushstroke.

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Desmond Hale
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Desmond has broken three major doping investigations and one wonderfully strange story about a stolen bicycle in the Pyrenees. He will read one more document, always.


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What readers are saying

Esther Leclair

Esther Leclair

2 days ago

The paragraph about the studs and the penalty spot — I had to stop and read it twice. This is the writing I subscribe for.

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Diego Moreno

Diego Moreno

3 days ago

More goalkeepers, please. The least-written-about position in football.

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Wren Ashford

Wren Ashford

4 days ago

As a former youth keeper, I recognised every sentence. The chant section, especially.

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